It really makes a whole lot of difference to rain. After all these days... days under a microwave oven and walking on the heat scorched and dried earth... led me to appreciate the rain. Raining is not a bad thing afterall. Now I feel that the rest of the day is not so hot afterall. Maybe coz the thick cloud is covering the sun la. But dont care as long as its not so scorching hot then good enough. Dont understand why does the radio broadcast station still describe raining as 'bad weather.. i'd rather die of freezing cold than to die of the irritating heat! Another day of doing nothing other than procrastination. One may find that this is also a form of luxury in Singapore. Sometimes you are just so occupied with your stuffs that time flies like no one else's business. Just to take my life for example, I really cannot imagine that I have stayed in Singapore been more than 5 years already. This means another 6 years to go. Really can't wait for that moment... haha... to see the rest of the world. yes, although the moon is not necessarily brighter nor the grass is greener at the other side of the road, still I cant wait to leave this place. Not to say that it's been unpleasant la... if it is I won't be staying for so long also rite... maybe its because of my ambitious and adventurous mind.. haha... well anyway, still gotta enjoy the last few years of my studying life. Afterwards it'll then be the rest of my life. Phew! My family is in Melaka today. Cousin having an open house. How nice if I could join them, but it is my choice to stay back. haha... so cannot complain lah... the only thing to miss out is GOOD FOOD.... Argh!!!! Thinking back of what I have done for the past 3 years in JC, really cannot imagine how motivated and inspired I was then. Can sleep at 9 pm and wake up at 3 am just to rush tutorials... Rush to keep ahead summore... And at that time I really studied until like a desperate nerd. Especially for GP, was so enthusiastic and so eager to improve my grades that my tutor Mrs Leow told me to cool down and take it slowly. Since A levels ended, somehow that level of energy is lost. Haha... lost as electromagnetic radiation??? nah... no Quantum Physics here!!! Now? Skipping lecture when I feel like it, sleeping at 1am or 2am, waking up at 8am, ... might not b a big deal to most of the people la but to me this is really not the me 3 years ago. Haha... dun care la... Uni time is the best time to play!!!!! Afterall, first class honours is only for those gifted and talented, no matter how hard one studies (in NUS at least), only the gifted pple can get lah... there wont be my turn. What to do? Still stuck in this place. Haha... Have to try go study again. If not will get differentiated and never integrated... Finally start blogging again.. hehe.. lets see how this can last.. |
well.. i just knew that you studied so hard in JC years..haha. Never expected that! Usually see you going around 'laming' with people and go for any activities possible! haha.. now i know that your results did come from all the efforts..Now my results are coming out.. for a person who never bother to wake up early to rush for tutorials, i am really scared now...Arhh!!!