Well this marks the end of the first week of my last academic year, educational year since the age of 7. By the time I graduate, I would have been studying continuously for 16 years. Amazing huh. Takes so long to prepare someone for the workforce, for contribution to his society.
But maybe just stop a while and think again. Am I ready for the workforce? At one point I think I am still too naive. Rather too immersed into the passion and hope that I have for the world and I just don't know if I could do it. Just try and don't care? Maybe just don't need to think so much?
At the end of first week into the Semester, I am feeling exhausted. Never have I felt this to such an extent ever since I entered Uni. Probably I am having phobia against my Honours project? Actually it is rather interesting after gaining some basic knowledge on the topic, but I still have a long way to go. And 11 April 2008 is the day. The day that probably determines the quality of the degree that I am going to earn. It isn't that far away, and no, I am not giving stress to myself. I just don't want to screw it up. Will I end up realizing my dream?
For now I could only say I am taking one more step closer. Enlightenment takes time.
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