My mind is so blank now I do not really know how to describe what am I going into.
Ok maybe I am tired. Anyway it is a contradiction itself saying that my mind is blank when I have so much things in mind now.
Maybe I am trying to avoid thinking the stuffs.
Then again, I have been kind of cannot-be-bothered towards them lately.
Am I stressed? Or I really can't be bothered?
Observations show I behave at a higher tendency towards the spectrum closer to that of the former. Coz I am eating a lot again.
Maybe I should find out more about calming my mind and calmness of mind. One week break is a fallacy and certainly has not put my mind to a delicious Kit Kat.
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