A very eventful and emotionally overwhelming week is gone, and the lethargy could somehow not be shaken off.
But my level of exhaustion, I guess, is nothing compared to all herself and her family has gone through for the past 10 months.
And it still feel very unreal to me. She is still on my MSN, Facebook, Friendster, but will never reply messages anymore. Every time I saw the photos we took, the note she wrote to me, my heart just sinks into a deep abyss.
But I am happy for her. Happy for her that she's at a better place now, with all her suffering ended. And she does not have to suffer anymore. She is now resting in eternal peace.
And I still miss you =) |
*hugz*