It is definitely not at all easy to hold complete power and authority over a certain group of speciality. It takes a whole lot of passion, patience, tact, and a fair mind to lead. Ganz nicht einfach. Yet, there are people out there who yearn all the way to acquire such power, such authority, and thrive on having such powers. Perhaps it was true. I was told that I could never be someone on the topmost position. The most I could be is on the second. Fair enough. I was not born with tact and patient. Do I have the quality to lead? Sometimes, I doubt. But I should not. For if I believe in myself, I can. Wirklich? Seriously, I don't know how to properly lead. To lead in such a way that pleases most of the people. To lead in such a way that everyone respects you in return. Or should I not expect anything in return? Maybe I should not. But when I get annoying responses (sometimes rather irresponsible) It really gets up to my nerve. But I try my best not to show it out. Am I a hypocrite? Or do I show my temper? Please, teach me how to lead.