Finally the long awaited month comes. Why do I long for October? That's something I am not going to tell. The gist of it is, it is the month in which I should be happy. For what? Don't wanna tell you. For those who bother reading this I guess you would know. For those who are reading this and don't know what the banana I am talking about, haha, its okay. Doesn't matter. Nothing important anyway. Hmmm have been thinking of changing the blog template but don't really have a solid idea on how and what to change. Think just leave it in status quo. Find it quite the nice actually. Some people actually complained that my blog is boring and that I should add more pictures to make it more interesting. U know what I think? This is my personal space and I am free to do whatever I like. If you find it boring, then dun read. I cant help it. My life is kind of boring to the others but somehow I enjoy it anyway. Haha.... sorry ah that sounds a bit cocky but I think I am going cuckoo already. Haha... who cares man? Just another ordinary person going cuckoo in this world. Send me to either Tanjung Rambutan or Woodbridge. Anyone wondered what am I talking about? Actually, I don't know. Sorry to have wasted your time. Haha... Anyways, have been thinking lots about life recently. Maybe it's October, u know. Sometimes when I started thinking about all this, my mood would tend to sink to a trough and feel slightly depressed. Doesn't matter anyway. Will recover in due time, when the cycle of lab reports and tutorials and lectures start again. Ever pondered about such questions along the way? 1. Have I made a right decision studying whatever I am studying now? 2. Is this what I really want in my life? 3. What if I discovered something new and with great interest ever since I entered the uni? Would it be bizarre to do something radically different in postgraduate? Or should I just continue with whatever I am doing, all the way? Searching for the answer of these questions. What should be the priority in life, i guess, would be an important guide to answer these questions. Sigh. If only life is simpler. But then again, too plain a simplicity is boring. So, is life itself an irony? |
i know why you should be happy for october :p