On a second thought, I think the word "broken" in the title is too strong a word.
"Unfulfilled" sounds like a better word here.
If you actually scroll down and click on my 1st of October post, I have promised myself to be happier, at least for this month. It turned out that other than on 15 October, I slipped into mild depression and developed a certain kind of inferiority complex for the large part of the rest of the month. Maybe I tend to think a lot when the level and intensity of stress builds up.
Has the time really come? Is this the right time? Sigh, I really want to know, at the same time I am confused and do not want to know.
Just want to have some peace in mind now.
And a precious Public Holiday which falls on a weekday and would be rare to take place in this island republic would be gone within minutes. Sometimes I am just amazed at my ability in procrastination.
Whatever it is, let bygones be bygones. I will try to be happier over the next few days. On Saturday especially cos it'll be another special day. But it would not make a difference to the world I guess. No one cares. (Thanks to those who really do. I know who you are :) )
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