Discovered the high degree of compatibility between the mood of jazz and the hour between 11pm to 1am. All thanks to Chien Wen for posting If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys. The mood is really there and it got me to calm down after a whole day of hustle and bustle in the lab and in the lecture theatres.
Realized that face washer really helps a lot in keeping myself refreshed and momentarily rejuvenated as I see one whole load of lethargy and tiredness get washed away together with the excessive sebum in the colloidal aqueous solution. But the dehydrating effect on my skin was also rather irritating, although it didnt stay long. Sometimes I wonder if it does promote excretion of more sebum after that.
Don't know whether I am really lacking of calibre, or am I just having a low self-esteem. Can't seem to convince myself to do a number of tasks lately. Maybe I need to do some calibration first? Yes, pun intended from the earlier word of 'calibre'.
Does one has to show it out when he cares? I might seem to be ignorant, but I do care. I might seem not to be bothered, but I do. And I do not have to show everyone that I do. Maybe I am partly autistic in that I need a large room of emotional privacy. But I am definitely not a person who could fluently orally express my thoughts. Maybe I am just not trained to do that. I talk a lot at times, and I just talk. An empty barrel makes the most noise without substance. Am I emo? Haha... some people say I do. Maybe it's just the way I try to express my inner thoughts.
This marks the end of October 2007.
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