me setting this blog to allow limited access is not to enable myself to bitch about others. In fact, I don't like to bitch about people in my blog as I do not want to hold grudges for too long. Keeping an entry on such thoughts will always remind me of the bitter past, which I do not want to remember.
Well yep anyway, just want to enjoy some space that belongs only to me, and sharing it only with people I wish to.
To those of you who have been wondering the story behind the messages posted on my MSN, I apologize for causing the worry. Let's just say that, a number of events that took placeo ver the course of the week have been sparking me to think a lot.
To say that I am not affected at all is simply a blatant lie. Have been wondering about the cruelty in life. Sometimes I wish I could avoid them, but there comes a point where the only option is to face them yourself. Sometimes I wish I could do more, but you'll realize that there's only so much you can do.
It would probably take some time to heal, I guess. Just don't wish things to take a turn to the worse. If only I could to more to help.
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