I don't know if I have been suppressing too much of my own pride, until at the end I am the only one suffering at a corner in silence. To the extent that my self-confidence level has been somewhat jeopardized.
And I have been feeling an increasing intensity of being unimportant and irrelevant.
Maybe, when the time comes for one to let go, one will have to. Or maybe its time to start letting go. No point hooking up for something so much, only to realize in the end that not much recognition will be given anyways.
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