Okay, so another day has gone. A day filled with disappointment, anxiety and hopelessness. Disappointment? None other than my test results la... Sighx... made a number of mistakes that should not have been made. But nevermind la... What is done is done... Can only learn from all the mistakes made and move on from there. One just cannot stay too long in depression or in disappointment just because the test results is bad. Haha... afterall it's been the tradition of my educational history --> Always screwed up my mid-sem test. Then only I would be 'inspired' and 'motivated' to really work hard for the finals. Always. Yes. Primary School, Secondary School, College.. (haha... my JC classmates would know how i did for my J1 mid year) and now even in Uni.. haha... but still ok la not as screwed as my J1 mid year.. just not up to my expectations basically. Now my brain is really full of quantum physics and equations with integration and stuffs... Anxiety is for my fellow beloved juniors la.. hehe... having known that the predicted A level results release day is 4 March (not sure tho), can imagine how nervous they are now. as compared to how I felt the same time last year la haha. Really wish that they could get better, if not the same results as me. Okay, enough of results. Building up tension and stress only. Anyway, this morning the Rat visited my room again. Although it tried to come in quietly but still it destroyed and totally devastated my peacefulness in sleeping. Too bad I am a very light sleeper and was still woken up. Sighx... is my food really so delicious? Or is my room just a very convenient place for you to sneek in? Don't force me until I use rat poison on you la... I really don't want to do that. You can steal my other stuffs, but not my food! Hahaha..... see lah thats why I m so fat now. Anyways it is not surprising la for residents in this KE VII Hall.. to see all kinds of insects and exotic creatures since my Hall is located to near to the nature just by the hillside. Spiders (not the small spiders u see on the wall per se, they are almost the size of your palm and you can see them moving in a 3D manner... no hair la not the Tarantulas, but large enough to stimulate your anterior pituitary gland to increase your adrenaline concentration in blood and increase your heartbeat.) (wahh my bio still can make it. haha), cicaks (lizards) , ants (these are irritating ones, they are small and they are everywhere. Even when u take your food away. Dunno what they want from my room).. sometimes insects that I don't even know how they are called. I do see caterpillars around, but after a while usually they disappear... maybe thanks to the birds and crows around which picked them up along the way? haha.. heard stories about seniors seeing monkeys and even snakes around. Haha... so far so good la the hall is still a considerably safe place to stay. Conducive for studies at least. If you stay in the west wing la. It rained again today! Right after I came back from my 6-hour series of lecture and it amazingly stopped right before I left for my Phy Chem test at 6. Nice that it kept the temperature down la for the day. These few days have been cloudy. Really hope that this will be the end for the drought and heat wave... Listening to the Best of Jacky Cheung's Collection ---> Plain Piano Version. Just instrumental and in Piano. All the very very nice classic songs sang by Jacky Cheung (those songs are about 15 years old already la if not 10).. very 'lum' .. haha... have been playing it for trillion of times... still find it soothing to eardrums and a source of tranquility to heart and soul. Music can really calm one's emotion. Alright. Time to go get some rest. Migraine building up again. If not this blog today will be endless. Dunno why I so long winded today... sooo many stories to tell. Haha
