Ok... its been days since I last blogged. Not that I had been busy but just plainly lazy. Lazy until juice also come out. Haha... try translate that into Cantonese, the sentence will make sense to you. Hmmm it has been qite exciting these last few days. First of all my first time driving around KL when i met my Hall frens in Times Square last Thursday, after sending my parents off to the airport. Hee hee... then went for a brief moments of mamak before sending off 4 girls back their home :P It was a good driving experience tho. Wondering when would I be able to drive like this agian... so shiok... from within KL to Kepong to Sri Petaling back to USJ. Haha... i think my parents will kill me if they know this. But its not safe for the girls to take public transport at hours like 11pm, so i'd rather send them back, since i have the transport. After2 weeks of mushroom growing, I start to wonder the purpose of my life. Haha... well well, U always start to think a lot when you have nothing to do, dont u? Guess I'll put on weight again... but I'll try not to. Haha... Sometimes just feel so useless of myself. So many of my friends are all working out there in the holidays. I also want to work but due to circumstances, i can't. Sometimes I doubt my ability to survive in the working world too once I graduate. Am I thinking too much? Hope not. Sometimes I wonder, how would such a blur person like me be able to even pass an interview and get a job. Am I really destined for research work? At least, its my childhood dream to become a scientist. But am I realizing this just for the sake of making it come true? Maybe its just that I have not found passion in it, yet. One of my closer friends, Penyu who is now having fun in Taiwan before going to the U.S, even assured me that I will be a lecturer in the future. The reason being that I simply have the look.... well, its kind of lame lah... but even my mom said that too!!!! Argh.... do i REaLLy look so as said???? Let's see what comes, 3 years down the road. Guess what kind of job would be my first one after graduation? |
