Had 2 papers today and skipped lunch So, when i finished my essays for SS at 6.30pm I was so hungry that I cannot sit (cannot say "cannot stand" cos i was sitting) So, I handed up the paper and there i go.... I think i m a lil crazy liao....
Yes... it's 3... but after Tuesday 3pm, it shall be reduced to 0!! Well, after all the disaster for inorganic chemistry 2 of these 3 papers are a must score
MA1102R Calculus CM2142 Analytical Chemistry
SSA2211 Evolution of a Global City State (who cares about this module? I don't)
Oh by the way Who wants to take this module next sem? Take with me!!! PC1325 Einstein's Universe and Quantum Weirdness which covers Einstein's Special and General Theory of Relativity and Quantum Physics had a brief look at the slides... it sounds quite fun! :P
Today's paper was... My friend is right She say must look ahead and not look behind at what you did
So, I shall not comment on how my last paper was. Anyway Nothing much today Other than rain and Rain and RAIN
But it is good 'Cos I prefer cooler temperature This is just perfect but not for study drives my study mood away as the surrounding air molecules take heat energy away from my body
Nevermind. Shall sleeeeeep now Muahahaha How will tomorrow be? Lets see....
Time left to Inorganic Chemistry: 41 hours 6 minutes
What happened in the past few days That I did not write in any entry? Simple I have just been transformed Into a Mugging Monster a Hardcore Mugging Monster who starts Mugging from early in the morning until about 11pm (which is the time my brain cells become supersaturated) in the school library
What happens today? Today the Hardcore Mugging Monster softens a little Cos his nose is leaking which is as usual not mentioning that it had been gone for quite some time its playback time!
So I slept and slept and slept not the whole day, only from 2pm to 5pm k And now back to some work
And my nose is still leaking!!!!
P/S: For more info on the definition of Mugging, please refer to my post dated 21 April 2005. Thanks :)
Today marks the 13th anniversary of my family officially moving from my hometown Kajang to my current residence in Subang Jaya
14 November 1992 A meaningful day for my family Though we don't really celebrate that Just a date worth remembering
This is the house where I really grew up in Actually on average I stayed for almost equal durations 8 years in Kajang (yes I was born in Kajang)
For those who doesnt know about Kajang It is a town located about 20km south of Kuala Lumpur which once flourished out of tin-mining and very famous for its Satay
In 1992, we moved to Subang Jaya there I spent my pre-teen and teenage-hood until I was then 15 in 1999 when I then came to Singapore on 26 Dec 1999
Now? This is currently the 6th year spent in Singapore By the time I am free of bonds (no, no.. not σ, π, nor δ bond, but financial bond) I would have spent a total of 11 years in Singapore
By then, I would be 27 years old 41% of my total lifetime then would have spent on this island called Singapore Is all this fated?
Maybe; maybe not Cos I have my plans after I am free of bonds Off I go
Most of my friends by now would know But that's still tentative It all depends On opportunity and circumstances
How would I spend the rest of my life? I guess, no one knows Only time will prove it
Exams in a week!!!! How to describe my feelings now It is anxiety? or is it panic?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm After a long 5-second thought (as I type out the Ms) I draw towards a conclusion: N.E.I.T.H.E.R Somehow just lost feelings towards exams Burned out after A levels? Perhaps Of all that I know, The level of flame I had in 2003 is now looooooooooong gone... Old liao la... haha
Ever seen such signboards before? Took it in the Tiergarten (Animal Garden) in the heart of Berlin. which is just beside the Brandenburg Gate, and also the Reichstag (Parliament).
On the signboard it states: Geschützte Grünanlage (Protected Green Garden) Betreten bei Schnee und Glätte auf eigene Gefahr! (Step into it at your own risk, when there is snow or when it is slippery)
Hehe... 21 years old liao... finally you guys also joined in the Club of 21s!! I'm glad that after 6 years of friendship (and roommate-ship in 2.2) hahaha.... we are still great friends! Viel Erfolg beim Studium, Sei immer glücklich und gesund! (All the best in your studies, always be happy and healthy!)
Have an enjoyable Birthday as you formally stepped into adulthood!
Today marked the end of my formal German language lessons for this semester. Nonetheless there was a mean and wicked vocabulary test conducted during the lesson. None of my lecturer nor my tutor, Frau Verry and Frau Walter-Schantz, both of whom are very excellent teachers, are teaching the subsequent-level module: German for Academic Purposes, LAG3203. Wonder who's teaching that subject tho'. A side of me gasped for relieve But another side of me feel very heavy hearted Will miss the lessons very much But now... Time for NMR Spectroscopy and Transition Metal Chemistry (Oh I might specialize in Inorganic Chemistry, but let's see how) NMR still not that irritating, but Transition Metal Chemistry certainly is. Since O level, have been wondering why are transition metal compounds coloured. It turned out to be a whole series of deep and well-researched theory. Producing a coloured compound is not as easy as one may think so. It involves orbitals, movement of electrons, and how the orbitals are orientated towards each other, which results in differences in energy level mixings and stuffs.. Ahh... Before I get more confused, Time to go ahead with Life... Bye bye German III, LAG3201 5 more Modules to go Fart over here！ (放屁过来！）
No use whining over what has happened No use trying to shift the blame For the blame has already been casted Explain? Whats the point No point doing that Wasting time and Adenosinetriphosphates and Salivas and Enzyme Amylases and what-have-yous
I think the acronym JCRC** does not suit them Should not be Junior Common Room Committee but Junior Executive Room Committees then, NUS would be a very interesting University A so-called top-ranking world-class University where in one of its Halls of Residences, the people vote anually for a team called JERCs in short The JERCs are voted into power The JERCs run as the highest authority The JERCs will give instructions for the people who voted for JERCs to follow JERC members care more for their closer friends whose activities they lead would hence be of higher importance What about others? They are deemed as irrelevant Everything that is done is never seen Only when things happened and need them to get involved 5 gift-words will be given B.L.A.M.E
I shall be strong After all these nonsense all the while I shall be strong who cares if other really cares Most importantly I care and true friends care That will be good enough This shall be the last time (For this Semester) That I openly express my fury and anger and disappointment to this particular group Which group? Is it not obvious until now?
Why? Simple Life Goes On
*Disclaimer: This refers to only a particular Hall, not to all the Halls. This also refers to only certain individuals in that group. Not all. Sorry for the generalizing.
Is there anyway that I can learn how to manade my anger? It has come to limit for my patience Everyone seems to take advantage of my stupidity And my fury is growing with current development of events Cannot imagine how will it be when the limit is reached Or worse breached
Received an email from the relevant authority today that clearly shows lack of alright, its not lacking, but it is not even present absence, i shall say, of communication Was not updated of relevant events And since I am coordinating and overseeing the blame naturally shines towards me It seems that I am not efficient and I am not capable Alright, fine. How much can I do when I am deserted like this Am tired of asking people for help Be it seniors or peers And have to see their sour faces Or waiting long long to no avail Fine. I will not kneel down and beg you Don't want to give a hand Just say Don't fucking give me excuses Such as busy Everyone else is
Sorry for my language I dunno what other words to use Not fair if I always use German
Fortunately In such times There are still friends who are always there Rendering unconditional help And I really appreciate that Thanks and Thank you so much :) For willing to work with me and standing by me Having you as my friends are just good enough Enough to make me happy
OK la. It is not as depressing as the title actually But right now I am really lost With so many challenges facing me ahead Are they there to mould me into a better person? Or are they plainly there just to make me life more miserable? On the Optimistic side, of course it is the former but on the Pessimistic side, it is the latter.
So, which side shall I choose? Op or Pes? Well many might say, the choice is up to me. So the choice is really up to me. I do want a happy life. But can all these unnecessary glitches make me happier? Or are they just here to act as a force of equilibrium, to neutralise my happiness?
2 weeks before exams 2 freaking weeks and I have to face this crap Crap about asking for sponsorship for an event aih Lazy to tell the whole long story Just want to grumble over here and give a LOOOOOONG HUGE SIGH Ich verirrt mich jetzt, und weiß nicht was ich danach tun soll Wie? Was soll ich tun?
A friend of mine in Hall, TY, sent me a very fantansic MTV of a performance This Russian song titled "Opera #2" sang by Vitas who is, of course, also a Russian singer It started very normal The music is full of Russian style (hmm at least to me la) Or shall i say it sounds like a typical Eastern Europe music that is of my knowledge Then suddenly, He sings in Falcetto And he went way up high, that not many people in this world can reach the pitch!! And he is funny A real performer indeed... I wonder how can I post the MTV onto the blog ah??
Wonder why These few days Slept too much? Dunno ler Woke up at 11am today from 1am last night Still sleepy! Slept in library when studying Argh... dunno how much i have achieved spending the whole day in the library whats wrong?
Ever wonder why How come it's 5.30pm already The sun is still so high up? High above the horizon and Up in the sky? It's already November! The Northern Hemisphere is already stepping into Winter! And yet Over here it is still 33°C
?!?!?!?!?!
It feels like a freaking 38°C !!!!!!!!!!! Okay, maybe I should clam down
But I just Can't Sighx Why is life so unfair ?!?!?!?!?!?!
